I have a problem with letting myself feel bad feelings. Maybe it's a good thing. Maybe its a sign of a good self-defense mechanism. Or, maybe I'm just a baby that needs to realize it's okay to feel bad every once in a while. I'll do whatever it takes to not feel hurt or disappointed or neglected or depressed or stressed or jealous or stupid. Anything.
Feeling bad has its advantages, I'm starting to figure out. I think just letting myself feel the weight of all those bad things I've been ignoring will change me for the better.
If I can handle it.
I've been numb for way too long.
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dammit. i feel like that all the time.
i just figured out how to work this crazy thing, and i found a message you left me forever ago. it warmed my little heart. i love you. let's skip town.
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